title: love of life hi daniel how are you? has your girl friend arrived yet? i would like to share with you my current situation. i feel - some big changes have occurred for me lately. i attended a healing camping festival over new year. i opened my body, heart and mind to become vulnerable. after a few days i was very unstable & ungrounded. at that time i met a woman that has changed my life. Alice - i truly feel love in relationship to her. i am learning to evolve that love towards well being. i am managing and finding love in all areas of my life. i am discovering the paradox of wishing Alice her own freedom while having an intense desire to be with her and feel her love. i wait three days now, for her to call me ... yearning & learning. i have practiced much prayerful meditation and body spirit yoga. i can now breath better in my midsection - it is wonderful. i have asked people to call me by a new name since 2 days ago. my name is yehoshanah, which means god makes this change. thanks for being my friend, daniel. love, Yehoshanah (formally Jason Lee Lasky, Yoseph Leib) Tuesday, 7 January 2003